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I haven't posted anything in a long time, thinking of starting again. Maybe because I'm seeking a reprieve for a wandering mind filled with useless thoughts. Haha, that means that most of the posts in this blog will be quite negative(?).
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Why is it that I always want to search for something to appease my thoughts when I truly know that the only solution is already within myself. Although, what if I actually feel like I don't know what I'm looking for? Is it a feeling of accomplishment I seek? Or is it something else?
If it's accomplishments, I can sit here and list out a shit-load of stuff that I've accomplished and quite proud of. But why is it I always feel that there's something missing?
Everytime I ask myself that question, I'm compelled to delve deeper into myself. And the deeper you go, the darker it gets. Like the depths of a cave. It feels dark and ominous. Easily, you can turn around and escape the cave, forget it where ignorance is bliss. Or you can continue down into the cave, hoping that there is a light at the end, or else be doomed to the darkness for the rest of your life.
Have you ever asked yourself "Why?".
It's the basis to my life.
~~~
I haven't posted anything in a long time, thinking of starting again. Maybe because I'm seeking a reprieve for a wandering mind filled with useless thoughts. Haha, that means that most of the posts in this blog will be quite negative(?).
~~~
Why is it that I always want to search for something to appease my thoughts when I truly know that the only solution is already within myself. Although, what if I actually feel like I don't know what I'm looking for? Is it a feeling of accomplishment I seek? Or is it something else?
If it's accomplishments, I can sit here and list out a shit-load of stuff that I've accomplished and quite proud of. But why is it I always feel that there's something missing?
Everytime I ask myself that question, I'm compelled to delve deeper into myself. And the deeper you go, the darker it gets. Like the depths of a cave. It feels dark and ominous. Easily, you can turn around and escape the cave, forget it where ignorance is bliss. Or you can continue down into the cave, hoping that there is a light at the end, or else be doomed to the darkness for the rest of your life.
Have you ever asked yourself "Why?".
It's the basis to my life.
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...この醜い脳裏
